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♥(:

umm..

The light's out! whoo, so I'm kind of using phone to blog now. I'm just gonna do something random. Hope you enjoy reading this boring ol'thang...

I've always love walking at the beach especially with the one you'd do anything for, the one you love most. On May 23rd, 2007, a memory that I'll never forget.

As I was sitting at the end of the beach, alone, feeling cold, nervous for some reason, thinking. Suddenly, I heard a voice. It was so soft, so manly. I turned to that particular person. The one who whispered into my ear and said, "I miss you".

I was shocked to discover that it was him, the person I thought of the whole day. He sat next to me and covered me up with his thick black coat which somehow I find very comfy. We chatted, laughed and did what normal teenagers would do. While we were chatting about love, butterflies filled my stomach, goosebumps. He came closer and warmed me as he saw that I was beginning to shiver. His arm wrapped around me. Hearing his heart beat faster than the usual. I knew something was up.

I looked at him, deep into his eyes. We had a moment there. I began to shake as he got closer and closer and closer until his lips touched mine. In the end our lips were hugging. The feeling was so amazing. I felt like I was flying. There was only us. Nothing was in my mind except for him. I didn't want to let go but unfortunately I did. I smiled as I found that spark between us.

He looked happy but all of the sudden, the wide an amazing smile of his disappeared. I asked him what's wrong. He answered. But the answer of his, broke my heart. I began to cry. He wiped my tears and told me to stop crying and be strong. The last thing he said was I Love You and a kissed on the forehead. I just sat there as he walked away.

I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't do it. From then on, I never loved anybody like how I loved him. He was the one. I couldn't move on. I'll just wait, even if it takes me months, years, centuries, decades or even my whole life, I'll wait for him as he was the one my heart chose, the one I chose. My true love <3

hahahahahaha, random much :p it ain't true but yeah. I gtg now. night (:

:)

I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes
That you despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you

The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I love you...

DOES THIS RING A BELL? (:

Tick Tock

"I’m talking - pedicure on our toes, toes

Trying on all our clothes, clothes

Boys blowing up our phones, phones

Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds

Pulling up to the parties

Trying to get a little bit tipsy"

Whoo, Hello Aliens. I love You :)

Hehehehe, I'm just so bored. What Have I been up to? Well since I'm NO LONGER on Facebook, I'll tell you...

These past few days, I've been going online and Twitter a lot lately. Kind of addicted to Twitter now. Reading all the tweets are quite funny! HAHAHAHAHAHA :P Especially Zeke's [not me]. So yeah.. Mummy and Daddy just got back from Singapore "slash" Chiang Mai (somewhere in Thailand). I think they were there because of a golf tournament. They wanted to bring me but I can't 'cause of the STUPID ugama mocks. Fuck! but whatever. Oh yeah, I might go Singapore and KL for two weeks. AWESOME.. Might come back on the 5th of January.

Hmm, I sortakindamaybe want to move to PDS (now known as SMS?). International. Dad is kind of OK with it but mom is :S. She wants me to give her one good reason why but I don't really know. I just don't like the school I'm currently in now and 'cause of that bastard. But there's a part of me that is still in that school. Good, bad, happy, sad memories :( I will seriously miss my friends there. Amal, Haamidah the most :'( Hmm, I don't know what to do. This is seriously the worse year in my life! From the fights I had with my friends to the day I wish would never come. Ugh, this is the last year of ugama again. Not that I'm gonna miss it or what but I am so gonna miss my hyper-crazy one-of-a-kind chawie-bestfriend ever, Tasneem Erzayanty Kamaruddin. I'm seriously gonna miss her :'(

I'mma stop talking craps here. I'm out. Night y'all :) btw catch me on twitter.

HELLO!!

I'm bored- xoxoxoxoxoxo! bye.

I have an obsession :P

AIN'T THAT SEXY?? :D
Rob Pat ♥

-more of my obsessions-

Robert Hoffman ♥

Matt Lanter ♥

Taylor Lautner ♥

There's more but I just don't have the time. I'll update soon! bye eye-candies..

A new start

Hey! This is like my fifth or sixth blog? hahahaha. I just need a new start. So here it goes :) ENJOY!